Well folks here we go again,today I bring up the topic of parenting.Well yepI have a 6 year old boy,and I still have no damn clue as to how he got here.Well I know how he got here,but I knew from a very early age I did not want kids,or be married anything.Well here I end up now divorced,and thank god for that,all we did was argue,because I was either gone on the other side of the country,or just working 12 plus hour days.Well me and her are now the best of friends,and she has a very nice and according to her a hot girlfriend,yep she is a lesbian.Well about a year before the divorce lil guy came out and greeted the planet.Well she had told me she was taking the birth control pill,and she promised me we would never have kids,well I was lied to in such a way,I still have not forgiven her,and she knows it.But how the hell do you be a good parent,I thought it was something that came natural when you had a kid,after 6 years I still don't know what the hell I am doing.The thing is I have had to put off doing somethings that I really want to do,and the thing is I am so damn jealous of her because she gets to live her life and do what ever she wants,and when she wantswith no real responsibility.I am stuck getting up at 6:30 am every damn morning,and trying to explain to my boss why I can't work OT,or that 8th straight day,adn for those of you in the restaraunt industry you know what I am talking about.I don't know folks,here I am 29 and have a 6 year old kid,I don't want to be tied down,but yeah it happened,and I will deal with it,but the thing that gets me just wired,and my boxers bunched up my ass crack,is simple,me and her decided we would not be together anymore,due to the fact we both liked women,I told her fine lets get divorced,and stay friends,we agreed.We also agreed the baby should go up for adoption,and at that time it was the right decision,we had friends who were,and still are the same as family who agreed adoption was the best for the child.Well both sets of grandparents bitched,and complained and said they would help out,and do whatever they needed to do,but guess what,they visit once a month,or once every 2 months,they are not close enough,and they flaked on me big time.Now I grew up without a dad,so thats why I have no damn clue as to what to do,now for mom she finally gave the truth,and said I got in her way growing up,that she never got to do what she really wanted.Well yeah I do drink,and probably to much at times,but who cares.Oh well enough of me.

Well folks I am back,and a bit more irritated now than I have been in a while.Well by now the entire planet knows about Barry Bonds,adn what a complete waste of space he truly is.Now I truly could care less of what colour he is,but living in the society we do,he will blame everything on him being black,which is crap.Well he is the kind of guy,who can hit the long ball,and thats it.Does he deserve the HomeRun record,not in a million years,he did it all hopped up on what MLB calls illegal performance enhancers/steroids.Barry Bonds does not even come close to being in the Hall Of Fame,not you take Pete Rose,he had an amazing career as a player,Pete Rose should have been a shoe in for the Hall Of Fame,but then he became a manager of the Cincinnati Reds,and got caught gambling,major no no,so he was 86 from baseball forever.But my complaint is what you do as a player,should have no holds as what he did as the Manager,but Barry Bonds needs to man up,and quit being the lying piece of garbage he is,admit what he took,and pay his taxes,now for the Federal Grand Jury not doing anything about this,they should be locked up,and left torot and die in some federal prison.Well ok,I amright on the subject here,and if you wantto disagree then ok,but you will be wrong.

Hey there folks well yep I am alive and kicking.I have been quite busy at work.Wellit seems as though the Topic of Gay Marriage is back making headlines around the country again.Well folks I wouldlove somefeedback on what yall think about this.Well folks here are the thougths of a perfectly straight guy.If 2 people want to be married then go for it,its written in the constitution marriage is the sacred bond between 2 people.The government has no business saying anything about it period,but don't get me started about how badly the government is just plain screwing the people of this country.Now I have been married once,it was ok,but I was gone quite a bit,and she was curious about being with another female,long story short,we are divorced,she is a full lesbian,adn we are the best of friends,and we also have a son.I am also an ordained minister with the universal life church,and she asked me if she met the right woman,if I would do there ceremony,I told her you bet,but the whole idea of being gay,well thats a choice people make,and to a smallpoint I do believe somepoeple are born with that already in there gene's.So letme here what yall think.

Greetings everybody.Well guess what I am back yet again.Well I have had a very rough few days,I somehow managed to pull some muscles in my back,yeah lots of pain,then the pain killers really did nothing for me,except for make me a bit grumpy,and tired,so yeah I have a bit of tolerance for prescription painkillers,which goes way back to the injury I suffered in the Army,so almost a full year going to my doctor,and physical therapy,and countless prescription for Vicadin,and getting shots of Demoral,and some morphine,oh yeah the good stuff.Well I have built a nice tolerance,so now these stupid meds don't do anything for me,so being the dumb white boy,I figured ok 3 lortab in 2 hours,I am still hurting pretty bad,so I poured a vodka,and gatorade.Well the first vodka went down so smooth,so then the 2nd drink went smooth as well,folks let me tell you what,4 pain killers in 3 hours,and about 6,or 8 drinks later,I was feeling no pain,I was completely numb,which was nice until the next day,the pain was back,but I know for damn sure Ice Packs,then a heating pad,going on after each other works even better than pain killers and vodka.So the moral of the story is if your in pain,find other ways to deal with it.Alcohol,and prescription meds are not good.
Mikey.